I’ve wanted nothing more then to be a mom for my babies to grow up together close in age.
I’ve suffered so many miscarriages twins Hunter and twin b lost twin b 6 weeks. No sooner did I hear the word twins it was like gone. Hunter made it.
Momo twin Koda and Lucus, only Koda made it. Luca died 11 weeks into my pg due in Dec 2018 two more babies due in Dec 22 and 24 2021 and 2022 lost both.
None hit me harder then Neveah Rose due Christmas Day 2014 very early on I started bleeding was told blood clot had formed and was gonna crush her and sadly It did. 13 weeks few more day I could have had her cremated but all that left are the memories.
When I got pregnant with my now five-year-old daughter Willow Rae, any complications that could’ve gone wrong with her did. So many times the doctor begged me to terminate told me she would never make it through the pregnancy. Then it was never make it through birth, and then if she did, she would die shortly after. Then I was told she would never walk she would never talk and she’s just perfect she walks. She talks she runs she plays. She looks just normal as can be, but she’s extraordinary.
I don’t know if my journey is over having kids. I’ve had fertility problems ever since my last miscarriage but still trying. I haven’t been able to speak about any of my babies miscarriage just like a taboo subject.
I feel so blessed to be able to ware the skirt and take beautiful photos. I’ve never been able to do a maternity shoot. Or much for photos so this means the world.
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